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I'm empty now...

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 10:25 PM
  • Reading: Romance novels...studying to perfect my craft
  • Watching: The Girls Next Door...I'm an addict
  • Drinking: Coffee
My heart has a hole...

I had to make the decision to put my Blue Boy to sleep on Thursday, 4.24.08. I don't quite know how to feel, or how to...not feel.

He was shivering when I got to the vet's office. They had been giving him a constant IV drip to hydrate him for a dental procedure when they discovered that the problem wasn't dental, but a tumor in his jaw. Anyway, the IV fluids were making him shiver.

I pulled him close and he curled up in my arms and promptly went to sleep, slowly warming, and the shivers subsiding. At his throat, the fluttering signal of his purr could be felt at a touch.

An hour later, it was time. And so he went to sleep swiftly, peacefully, and permanently, in my arms, warm, full, and content.

He was with me, literally, for half my life, and I am torn now. I feel like any minute I will get a call to tell me I can go pick him up. But, I know that I won't ever see him again. He's gone.

But the sting of my eyes, the constant lump in my throat, the streaks of dried tears, the unbearable ache in my heart where he used to live...it is all worth it. I would never trade a minute I had with him to spare myself the grief.

He was my long time friend and companion and I will miss him very much. Very, very much.

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One Life

My first fanfiction ever. An Inuyasha fanfiction centered around the romance of Sesshoumaru and an older Rin. It is (hopefully) full of romance, mystery, angst, inner turmoil, betrayal, and more.

*Disclaimer* Rumiko Takahashi is the owner of the manga/anime "Inuyasha" and all Inuyasha characters. I do not claim to own these characters, nor do I $$profit from my fanfiction.

Summary
Rin is a young woman now, and though she could not ask for a better life, she is discovering a deeper longing for her Demon Lord master, and is fighting her feelings of her own human inadequacy. Sesshoumaru has a territory to rule over and a very old promise to fulfill, but his own traitorous feelings for Rin are threatening to get in the way of his duty to his lands and his demon pride and honor.

A Piece of Inspiration from Luis Royo---> [link]
I had this picture in my head and searched for it for hours when I was writing a particular scene. Can you guess which scene it was?

From the beginning...
One Life ---> [link]

Most recent chapter
One Life Ch. 19 is Posted!---->[link]

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:trophy:Award Nominations:trophy:
My story has been nominated several times the past few quarters for several different categories. I am so flattered and quite honored that anyone thinks my story is good enough to be recognized. even though it didn't win, I'm still thrilled!

"One Life" has been nominated for:

:bulletred:Inuyasha Fan Fiction Guild:
"3rd Q2005 Best Romance: Alternate Pairing"
"4th Q2005 Best Action Adventure"
"4th Q2005 Best Romance: Alternate Pairing"

:bulletred:Inuyasha Feudal Association:
"Best Romance Alternate Pairing" - April/May 2006 (Third Place)

:gallery:Also check out my other works::gallery:

"Warmth in the Rain" [link]
Inuyasha---> Sess/Rin, NC-17, Lemon, Oneshot

"My December" [link]
Inuyasha---> Sess/Rin, PG-13, Angst, Oneshot

"Between Mind and Heart" [link]
Inuyasha---> Sess/Rin, PG, Oneshot, my entry for ~Sesshoumaru-and-Rin feb06 contest, which I'm proud to say won!

"Lone Unfaltering Shadow/Thousandth Shattering Soul" [link]
Witch Hunter Robin---> Amon/Robin, NC-17 for future lemons and will have a plot! Work-In-Progress


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Two :thumbsup::thumbsup: Up: Mmoirai's Sess/Rin Recommended Reading

:thumbsup::thumbsup: "Trapped in This Thing Called Love"
[link] (fanfiction.net) by ElectricRain (Not the Deviant)
Work In Progress
Currently PG-13

A lovely Alternate Universe romance staring our fav Inuyasha characters, Rin and Sesshoumaru. Set in modern times, this is a witty romantic comedy that leaves you all fluttey with a sense of longing. The characters are likeable, Sesshoumaru is beautifully in character, and the story line is simply adorable. It is all together a light and refreshing romance.

:thumbsup::thumbsup: "Eien Ni Nakunatta Shunkan"
[link] (fanfiction.net or mediaminer) by *wicked-oni
Work In Progress
NC-17

A breathtaking look at the relationship between Lord Sesshoumaru and a now grown Rin. Set in feudal Japan, this romance is a perfect way to spend an evening. Centering around the two characters' growing feelings for one another and their inner turmoils and self realizations, this story leaves your heart singing and breaking at the same time! The development of the two main characters is just what it ought to be in this beautifully written romance.

:thumbsup::thumbsup: "Innocent Beginnings"
[link] (AdultFanFiction.net) by Maggz
Complete
NC-17

A Rin and Sesshoumaru romance for the history books! This is an Alternate Universe story set in modern times. Written in first person, Rin's POV, this unique story takes you through almost two years of a teenage Rin's life after tragedy strikes. The reader is taken for a roller coaster ride of emotions as we fall in love and get our hearts broken time and time again, learn to trust, learn to live, and become an adult. The relationship in this story is truly magical, and Rin's transformation throughout the story deserves a second and third read! For those who do not like reading Sesshoumaru OOC, this may not be your fav, but you should still read it!

:thumbsup::thumbsup: "Shades of Gray: A Momentary Weakness"
[link] (DeviantArt) by *Angelswrath
Complete
PG

A perfect little Oneshot. Just what was the great Lord Sesshoumaru thinking and feeling when he met Rin? This perfect piece answers just that question.

:thumbsup::thumbsup: "Murphy's Law"
[link] by *Angelswrath
Work In Progress?
PG-13

This little fic was done for the Moonlight Flowers "Opportunity Breeds Desire" theme. the description and characterization is flawless and the writing is superb. You won't want to miss this!

Rin is grown, but the tendancy for trouble that cursed her as a child curses her still. How does Lord Sesshoumaru handle the young woman now?
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:heart:Favorite Anime Guys::heart:
[link] Sesshoumaru -Inuyasha
[link] Jin - Samurai Champloo
[link] Amon - Witch Hunter Robin
[link] Satoshi Hiwatari - DNAngel

:heart:Favorite Non Anime Guys::heart:
[link] Draco Malfoy - Harry Potter
[link] Professor Snape - Harry Potter
[link] Greggory House - House
[link] The Magus - Gargoyles

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:community:I'm a member of these GROUPS::community:
:iconsesshoumaru-and-rin::iconinuyashafanfiction::iconyounginfatuation::iconsessh-club::iconclubfluffy::iconinu-girls::iconsr-medieval-tales::iconpride-and-prejudice::iconclubiy:
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Everyone go say :wave: to my little sis ~DragonsLore:icondragonslore:

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Birthday: 12-30-78
  • Current Residence: Idaho...it's really the gem state, not the potato state...just so you know...=)
  • Interests: Too many to list...I love eveything...
  • Favourite movie: Pride and Prejudice
  • Favourite band or musician: Today:
  • Favourite genre of music: Pretty much all of it
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo, tarkhek, jadeT, DW3Girl...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Maggz, Wicked-oni, Animechick262003, Angelswrath...
  • Operating System: what...?
  • MP3 player of choice: eh...?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything Sesshoumaru
  • Skin of choice: ummmm...?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rin and Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha and Kagome, Cartman, Bart, Batman, the Ed(dy)s, Satoshi, Amon, Jin
  • Personal Quote: "Do you like 'see' food?"
  • Tools of the Trade: Eye Contact, a Firm Handshake, and a Genuine Smile

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*tavington:icontavington: 5 days 17 hours ago
Thank you very much for the favourite on Iron Man!

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~rsiplon:iconrsiplon: 6 days 19 hours ago
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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*Angelswrath:iconAngelswrath: Feb 18, 2008, 8:12:24 PM
Thank you so much for the fave girl! :glomp:

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~Mmoirai:iconMmoirai: Feb 16, 2008, 4:36:09 PM
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TELLING ME!!!!!

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*animegirl007:iconanimegirl007: Feb 16, 2008, 4:30:43 PM
Hey ...
I don't know if you know about "Scarecrow" being back on AFF.net!!!!

She wrote "Heart of pain, Heart of Ice." and "The courting of Rin" now she writing "Heart of pain, Heart of Ice. The sequel."

If you haven't seen it ...Read it!!!! If you have read it....isn't it great that she back!!!
*Angelswrath:iconAngelswrath: Feb 3, 2008, 11:36:30 AM
Thanks so much for the fave!! :glomp:

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~Ayamegusa:iconAyamegusa: Jan 26, 2008, 4:55:16 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:s on my black and white pieces :heart:

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~Airad:iconAirad: Jan 8, 2008, 6:24:40 AM
thank you very much for the fav! i'm honored!!

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~Lainy-Young:iconLainy-Young: Jan 5, 2008, 7:44:09 PM
Hellos to you! :glomp:

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~BittersweetDoodles:iconBittersweetDoodles: Jan 4, 2008, 9:07:40 AM
Arf arf. Comment below is exactly what I wanted to say. And don't be ashamed! some authors have taken horrible DECADES to finish a book. Cant name them at the moment...I just hope it's a great ending!

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~swordofsorrow:iconswordofsorrow: Jan 1, 2008, 9:51:33 PM Mood: Joy
aww man you just waved a steak in front of a hungry dog........take your time writing the end but please, for the love of all that is sacred i beg you....please.....bring it out as soon as you possibly can. :cries:. all in all your one of the best fanfiction writers i have ever come across in deviantart.

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Tempting fate is like poking a sleeping bear with a sharpened stick right in its ass your gonna regret it.
~Mmoirai:iconMmoirai: Dec 23, 2007, 4:42:28 PM
Hey there! Well thanks for thinking of me! Things are crazy this time of year as always! I feel the same way about the last chapter...it's crazy that it is coming to an end, but it has been a loooooooooong time in the making, so it is about time.

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"Jaken...are you pretending to be dead, Jaken?"
~LycansReflection:iconLycansReflection: Dec 18, 2007, 4:52:30 PM
Hmm..I wanted to come say hello XD

And! Im excited for the next chapter! Makes me sad there's only on left ;-;

XDD

Hope all is good, hun XD
~Kristianatay:iconKristianatay: Dec 2, 2007, 6:15:44 PM
CHINESE HOROSCOPE:
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE
Whatever you do, don't cheat!

CHINESE HOROSCOPE :
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.

THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL

NO CHEATING !!!!









THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th. SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.









1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.












2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT..

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?














3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.











CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT














4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .













DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID













5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11
















6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH

















ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME


1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in

SPACE 2





2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE






3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7






4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in

SPACE 4







5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO

KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.







6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR

LUCKY STAR







7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE

PERSON IN NUMBER 3






8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE

PERSON IN 7







9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND






10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE






11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER

SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF
10 PEOPLE
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.



IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.

IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE

STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK.

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~Knajfer:iconKnajfer: Nov 25, 2007, 4:07:35 AM
Hi, thanks so much for the :+fav:! =)

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~Norixca:iconNorixca: Nov 24, 2007, 11:20:55 PM
Thankies so much for the fav on my Anime Stamp! :hug:

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Together Forever :heart:
*niqhtshade:iconniqhtshade: Nov 24, 2007, 8:16:52 PM
Thanks for the fav! I appreciate it.
*Shauni-Semler:iconShauni-Semler: Nov 19, 2007, 7:37:06 PM
Thank you very much for the watch. :hug:
~LadyMalinore:iconLadyMalinore: Nov 19, 2007, 6:38:07 PM Mood: Affection
So mim you know i love you to death! *cough* how bout that next chapter ?! Lol just playing...kinda, well anway just wanted to drop by and say hi and say thanks for the watch later girl.

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~Kristianatay:iconKristianatay: Nov 11, 2007, 1:54:16 PM
thank you for the watch :)

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Vision + Energy = SUCCESS

For without a dream, what is there to go after? And without the will, how will you ever accomplish it?

-Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird, that cannot fly. -Langston Hughe
~alkaholly:iconalkaholly: Nov 6, 2007, 7:49:08 AM
thank you so very much for the fave lots of hugs for you <3
~alkaholly:iconalkaholly: Nov 1, 2007, 9:54:12 PM
thanks sooooo much for the fave ^_^
*Angelswrath:iconAngelswrath: Oct 26, 2007, 4:23:32 PM
YAY! You have no idea how happy that makes me! :glomp: I've got some original work I'm doing for November for the National Novel Writers Month, but I'm also gonna get really back into the fanfic too. I just finished doing minor edits on Something to Protect prologue-chapter 3. I hope people can tell the difference. ^^; So you'll be getting lotsa stuff soon. Same email right? :D

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~Mmoirai:iconMmoirai: Oct 25, 2007, 6:39:27 PM
You bet your Lifesavers I'm still available!

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