I had to make the decision to put my Blue Boy to sleep on Thursday, 4.24.08. I don't quite know how to feel, or how to...not feel.
He was shivering when I got to the vet's office. They had been giving him a constant IV drip to hydrate him for a dental procedure when they discovered that the problem wasn't dental, but a tumor in his jaw. Anyway, the IV fluids were making him shiver.
I pulled him close and he curled up in my arms and promptly went to sleep, slowly warming, and the shivers subsiding. At his throat, the fluttering signal of his purr could be felt at a touch.
An hour later, it was time. And so he went to sleep swiftly, pea